16 march 2011 Wednesday ( Smile (^_^) )

Sleep over the day. From 2pm-7pm. All my tiredness recovers but Probstat still uncovered. My test is just around the corner. Don’t feel like to story about the test. Today story is about people around me. Sometime it makes me feel really foolish when I tried to make up a smile. It is my habit to smile for all people that I meet but sometime, they ignore me. This makes me feel very sad + malu kowt. =). To regain my spirit, I just tell myself maybe they don’t notice my smile. Based on this reason, I live again as a man. I ever wanted to give people the sad + sorrow face of mine. Let both of them become my secret. The only type of face that I want to make is ‘smile’. Although it is for my unclosed friends or someone that I hate. At night, suddenly I play bukan superstar song, it remind me to my life at Kg kubu Gajah, Selama Perak, Wawasan Desa program. It is the first event I join at UTP and I went there with Pek. A lot of things happen and I really want to meet with all the people at there especially my little sisters and brothers. Also miss my parents and family. Hope they are doing well in the past 2 years. One day,Insya-Allah I will go there when I had became a cool and successful person. 4 days at there is enough to make me realize how others people live. It is far most different from wealthy people. My life at home is quite the same with this village. I come from a small normal family. However I love to be at home the most compare to school, University or others places. Speaking of home, now it has been 3 month I don’t see my mum and daddy face. Really miss them.~~~