11 november 2012, sunday ( teluk kumbar)

A sunny day to have a fishing competition. I and syeme went to teluk kumbar,gertak sanggul for his tournament. There is a map to go there. It is quite confusing but we manage to arrive there. The road is at seaside. Somehow the sea looks very beautiful today. Calm and relaxing.

The competition start with a briefing then releasing of fishes, siakap putih and jenahak. Not sure how many are released. Just now bro beside our port got a large jenahak about 0.75 kg. If i got that, sweet sour will be my choice. Or maybe  bbq.

Unlucky syeme. When he manage to fish one, the fish got away. Now still still waiting for our luck to come. Fishing is about luck and patient they said.

Guess what? I meet kak ida here. Together with her family. There are 4 of them, kak ida, her husband, alia and azim. Get to know azim and alia. Like a brother and sister to me.

At the end no luck for us. With empty hand we went home. Don't care if my housemates want to make fun of us. They got us. Haha. Sleep until evening in order to forget everything

Watching epl match right now. Newcastle vs west ham. Hope ba can score some goals.

4 November 2012, Sunday ( Graduasi Pasti / Tadika )

Another freaking awesome event today, PASTI, Pusat Asuhan Tunas ISlam.This graduation for 5/6 y/o children. they looks very happy. Don't really know if they know the meaning of graduation. They just love play around with friends. Don't care about the ceremony at all.

3 november 2012, saturday ( gotong royong )

Yesterday syem ask me to help with gotong royong at sg ara, kg binjal. I don't know what it is for. But if it is a good thing, sure i will help out. It is not very difficult i think.

Ride to kg binjal with zul. Fz bike very nice,stable and not vibrate like others bike. If it is a motorbike then it will be more nicer. Nust now i get a shirt from organiser, yellow in colour. The task is to help cleaning house around this area. We are divide into 2 group.  I am with pikno, abe faris, zarul n zul. Things are not as we expected. It is quite difficult.

This is the first time i win alucky draw. Although it is just a can of biscuits, still my win. Pik no got a toaster. Nice combo from our house. Earlier the mc said that one house will get one prize but right we got 2 winner. They don't notice that i think. Haha. So again it is our win.

A trip to bukit bendera is an enjoyable event. Unfortunately we go there at night. We can't go for a jungle tracking. However the night view of penang from here is one of the best view i ever seen. Now i very grateful for coming here.

Next is dinner at tanjung tempoyak. Restaurant ikan bakar they said. And the price? No need to tell, for sure expensive. But the food were superb!!!! They have everything i like here. Jenahak 3 rasa, ikn bakar, omelet, asam, orange juice, watermelon juice. All of them are very nice except jenahak steam. That one  i hate the most. Any type of meal that cooked that way, for sure i don't eat them.

Now watching everton match. Fellaini score two. So these time my fpl will go a bit higher than before.

31october 2012, Wednesday ( why? )

I just don't hear your call. No need to get angry like that. Either way it is still my fault for not hear you. Sorry. My mind just fly over the world. Nothing is right for me right now

We human always see a bad side of an event. Never consider the good one. That is why we hate  everything in this world. Once we see the bad thing we will remain negative forever. Same with me, just now i am disappointed because of soccer. Looks like my teamates pressure me to handle the ball better and also said i should not dribble. Sorry guys, but i don't thinks i dribble for a long time. When i see a opportunity i just pass it to you guys. But if you say so,then it is true. I will change this bad play of me.

Why today really looks like a bad day for me. My opponent say that i play rough. It is not like i push or tackle them. Kick the ball from his posession also consider rough. Now i need to adapt this new style of soccer. If not they will hate me more. Please guide me Ya Allah in managing my life. Amin. Today i feel very bad.

30 october 2012, tuesday ( aein )

Her name is ain but i save as aein in my phone book because i have lots of friend called ain. So it should be find as aein. What can i say about her? Cheerful person,kind, always smile,willing to help me and intelligent.

Tonight i join an usrah. Bro martin is quite a good bro. He conduct usrah with a good flow. I feel very asshamed of myself. Never attending any usrah. It is not like we do a bad thing when not attend any usrah. Just attend usrah will increase you level of wisdom. Force us to think how to have a better life including our society.The islamic way of thinking is an excellent method to solve tons of problems nowadays

29 october 2012, Monday ( sadness )

Today i feel very tired yet so sad. Lately i have been thinking about lots of things. Now my mind just can't brain it anymore. I want to escape from this feeling but it is no use. People said that if we are trying to escape from problems. It can't be solved. We must face it strongly. People also said that it is easier say than done. We are the one that encounter it. So we feel all the troubles. Now everything got blur and nothing is solved.

Waiting for my sv to come,right now i doesn't feel like working. Just wanna rest for the whole day or maybe the entire week.

Kak ida said to me i should tke a leave today. Argh. Why can't think about this earlier. A day off sound fine by me. I can rest for the whole day.

28 october 2012 , sunday (jem di kelantan)

Ya Allah. Ni la jem yg orang selalu perkatakan tu. Start dr tanah merah kitorang dah terperangkap dlm traffik jem. Bertolak dr machang,umah syeme pkul 4. Sampai bukit bunga shopping dah masuk magrib. Mantap jem time2 raya ni. Baru aidiladha, klu aidil fitri agknya langsung x bergerak. Kesian din drive kete. Mesti penat. Syeme beli toto,aku sempat beli keropok sira jer.kesuntukan masa. Niat di hati nk bg kat li wei,kak ida & kak ju. Sedap x sedap,suka x suka,janji aku bg. Ak x rasa li wei suka makan keropok. Chinese makan ker benda mcm ni?

Berhenti makan malam, i mean dinner k not supper pkul 12.30 am. Sekalikan dengan tgk chelsea man u. Nasi grg tom yam. Pergh mantap tp x sesedap sabila. Sabila lagi terbaik!!!

alhamdulillah akhirnya selamat sampai di penang. Tepat jam 2.30 am. Lma gile kot traveling. Hampir 12 jam. One thing that i can say, i love traveling so much. Next time plak din. Thanks u guys for bring me back to penang

27 October 2012, Saturday ( Sorrow )

So lonely today, although i get lots of things, my heart doesn't feel right. Benci betul la klu ada perasaan ni, buat aku x selesa. Banyak benda yang aku risau. First aku xnak bawak moto p penang, banyak sangat masalah. Tapi bila tengok syeme mcm malas nak bawak kete sebab jem.kesian plak. Dah la aku ni x pandai bawak moto. Jalan sibuk. Risau plak aku. Naik sorang ok la lg. Berdua ni macam x best jer. Apa apa pun, if x overcome rasa ni, sampai bila2 aku masih di takuk lama. Moto demak ni bunyi kuat sangat, bising kot. Tapi kalau pecut sedap. sekali pulas dah kemana. Perform. Tpi jenis aku ni x suka bawak laju. X perlu yg cc besar. Honda cup c 50 ok dah.janji boleh gerak sampai kilang balik kilang.

Malam ni keluar dengan eju,pahmi,mat anih. Tgk bola,arsenal lwn qpr. Kedai pokku dah kena potong astro. Eju cakap sebab mahal. 400 sebulan. Klu pakej kedai lg mhal dr rumah. Last2 x smbung terus. Dak2 ni mesti nak tgk bola. Xkan nk p mnum air jer. So kitorang tgk kat kedai kak ani. Tapi sini serius epic fail. Ambek order lmbt,air x sedap. Kesian doe kat customer klu selalu mcm ni. Ambek order,lepas tu x ingt dtg tnya balik. Boleh ker mcm tu? Ambek la kertas bang tulis. Kesian gak kat pak cik ni. Aku x boleh klu tgk org2 tua kerja berat2. Rasa kesian sgt. Nk bantu, x thu nak bantu mcm mana. Hehs. Anehnya dunia ni.