31october 2012, Wednesday ( why? )

I just don't hear your call. No need to get angry like that. Either way it is still my fault for not hear you. Sorry. My mind just fly over the world. Nothing is right for me right now

We human always see a bad side of an event. Never consider the good one. That is why we hate  everything in this world. Once we see the bad thing we will remain negative forever. Same with me, just now i am disappointed because of soccer. Looks like my teamates pressure me to handle the ball better and also said i should not dribble. Sorry guys, but i don't thinks i dribble for a long time. When i see a opportunity i just pass it to you guys. But if you say so,then it is true. I will change this bad play of me.

Why today really looks like a bad day for me. My opponent say that i play rough. It is not like i push or tackle them. Kick the ball from his posession also consider rough. Now i need to adapt this new style of soccer. If not they will hate me more. Please guide me Ya Allah in managing my life. Amin. Today i feel very bad.