Tuesday, June 26, 2012

26 June 2012, Monday ( I do bad )


Semua benda x seperti yang kita sangkakan. Kadang rasa dah buat yang terbaik tapi x. Kadang kita x buat yang terbaik n benda tu lah yang terbaik. Why it is like that? I still wonder. 

I do bad for my first group presentation. It is very bad that i keep thinking over it. My life feel uncomfortable. Maybe i am low in moral. low in spirit. What else i can do. Not like i want to think about it. It just keep coming and coming. Hopefully for individual presentation, i will do better. Insya Allah.

Bukan nak marah just geram sebab bgtahu benda last minute. Klu bgthu awal senang. Boleh arrange siap2. Ni bgtahu last minit. Kesian la kat committee yang dah ada planning. Just  a common sense. tapi serius yang ni bukan salah khey. Aku tahu khey nak tolong semua orang dalam UTPSC. I respect her decision. She is better than my others PM. The question is Perasaan tanggungjawab tu xde. masa interview sembang kencang cakap klu esok de test, malam ni datang meeting. Bila dah sampai time event. Macam macam plak alasan. This type of people should not join any event. More people will keep hating if you behave like that.

Menyesal plak aku x layan Mon tadi. kesian plak kat dia. Aku memang marah tapi xyah la nak tunjuk kat semua orang. mesti dia terasa dengan aku. Sorry mon, x dapat berfikir dengan rasional. Terikut ikut perasaan aku. Sorry again.

I keep doing bad thing over n over.

I want to change and there is always a way to change.

Thanks Allah for all YOUR guidance. When i do wrong i realize very soon. 

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