Man, i feel like the world ends now, everything seem bad n goes wrong, what did i expect today, nothing much beside i recover from my bad situation. Mom n Dad said it is OK but for me, somewhere is not right and all is my fault, i know what i got is what i work for. I always said to myself that it is ok for going down this one time but my mind just could not bear it. I promise i will recover soon..just wait, when the time comes all eveything just fine
p/s: more happier than yesterday but still
aku salahkan diri...haha...semua dah berlalu n aku di dunia baru sekarang ni. Orang mudah jer cakap yang lepas lepas la, tp aku xleh nak lupakan macam tu jer. Perlu lebih masa nak jadi ayen yang dulu...
main bola tadi pun aku jadi keeper, malas nak main lebih2 sebab penat futsal semalam belum habis lagi, dan otak still fikir pasal result..ntah la, dah blur x tahu nak buat apa lagi, haha..anehkan dunia, sekejap rasa diri ni perform sekejap hilang semuanya..itulah Kuasa yang maha esa Allah S.W.T..klu kita leka sekejap semuanya ditarik balik..Cuti ni aku nak ambek masa untuk dekatkan diri dengan Allah S.W.T, xleh sehari suntuk, 1-3 minit pun dah OK janji konsisten..
Mood ~ Upset but happy
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